Good Things nung 2007

Despite the heartaches...my year wasn't that bad.

1. Took a chance on my career again. Hopefully, I will be successful this time.
2. Finished reading several books.
3. Went to Tagaytay with my family (and with Raymond)
4. Watched a lot of tv series...finished smallville, srcubs, ugly betty...
5. Went to the beach with the people at work. Able to ride a boat again.
6. Went to Antipolo church with my relatives...I am grateful for another May that we are still almost complete.
7. My brother graduated from nursing school
8. I attended lots of symposiums and journal clubs
9. Had my closure from my first relationship.
10. Finally let people handle my hair...mom is finally relieved.
11. My very first 1st-degree pamangkin on the way...
12. New phone...:) new bed cushion
13. More of a multiplier now than a blogger
14. More meet-ups with friends.


Happy New Year!!!

Happy Birthday Aliza

The title doesn't really have anything to do with the content of this post, but it's my friend's birthday today hapy birthday Alits! Thanks for the phone call this morning.

I wanted to have this pair of shoes...I've been meaning to buy it for quite some time, and when I finally had the time--instead of buying that exact pair on my mind, I chose a different pair--same shape but not shiny. Did I regret buying it? No. Because shiny shoes will not be fashionable soon and so I might not be able to use it--but the shoes I bought was just right.

I wanted to watch Pasukob this afternoon because I was so brokenhearted that i wanted to feel good. But I chose to follow Maymee's advice and went for Enchanted. I didn't laugh out loud but the movie gave me hope--that sometimes we didn't end up with the person we wanted to be with, but the person meant for us won't be so bad. Although, I clearly don't have the right to write those lines because I am barely standing from a broken heart.

The point is, we may not always get what we want, but we always end up with something or someone better. And unless we are really with that someone or something we are meant to have, then circumstances will happen until we finally are with our "destiny".

I saw you

I saw you in my dreams and you were okay...I approached you but you were tied. I tried to free you...but you were no longer there...

and it shattered my heart into a million pieces

...

Everything we do affects our lives. One mistake can change one's life forever. And no matter how much love we give, it can never really move mountains. And the only thing we can do is loving from afar.

So be careful in every decision and when you do decide, make sure that it's for keeps.

I never take anyone for granted. I appreciate everything that comes my way. I amy whine but I do take the risk if I know that it's worth all the pains that I will go through.