October 13 is special because I spent time with Joyce. We talked about life--my most favorite topic.=)
It gave me a lot of things to think about. I was able to get in touch with myself--of what I really want in life. And I know that it's not going to be easy but it's a process. And there is always an end to that process. After that, maybe I'll get what I really want.
New mantra in life...new hopes and dreams.
Sitting there outside Starbucks is like looking at a picture--it's kinda safe there as compared to Manila. The Starbucks is in Makati, and anyway, Makati is like an escape from reality=) So I got to escape for just a while and reflect.
I've posted my new mantra on facebook, but I want to write that here again, before I always think of myself as the DREAM GIRL, call me feeling-era...but being a dream girl is not really okay because that means, guys can never really have me...that I'm just a dream for them. I want someone of course, therefore I'm changing my thought to being THE ONE. I'm that someone to somebody. I'm turning 28 in a few months time and I want to settle down by then.
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Satanic Mills
6 hours ago
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Dreams and aspirations are important. What it equally important is taking steps towards those dreams.
I hate not being able to take steps forward, of always wanting to prepare or get a little more ready.
It hit home rathe rhard a few weeks ago while swimming. You see, I enjoy the water and swimming and splashing around with the kids, but ... I literally spend 16=5 miniutes or more at the edge of the pool trying to psych myself into jumping in. I walk around, do some cleaning, but the actual act of jumping in is ... well ... hard. It doesn't matter that it was hard yesterday and I did it. It is hard today again.
I wish I didn't have to fight the same demons every day, especially if I beat them the day before and the day before that. They are very persistant. Not magic cure for them yet. ButI hope.
I think you're the only one who can beat that demon and you can...you're stronger than what's bothering you=)think positive=)
swimming is fun though i don't really know how...=)
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