Pissed

I haven't learned fully what i should be learning about patience and keeping my cool.

I know that things won't always go my way. And right now, I am just tired of fighting for whatever I want. I don't want any arguments. No conflicts. My everyday life has been full of it--because of work, so please spare my resting moments. I badly need my peace.

March

It's finally March. I have held up all of my plans until March. and now that it's here,where should I start?

I have always thought that come march, the light of knowledge, acceptance,a nd courage will flood through me and that things will finally get easier and better.

Better maybe, but not easier. Loneliness is biting me frequently, and sometimes, emptiness goes along with it.

Struggles are still on going inside me. I am still in the process of not settling for less.

Song For You

Rachel Yamagata - I Wish You Love Lyrics

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
But more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

Hello World

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