movie

I'm planning to watch Let the Love Begin...this will serve as a salt to my wounds...I love it when it stings...I hate the feeling of numbness...I'd rather take the pain than feel empty...sort of like preferring analgesia rather than anesthesia...I don't want to feel empty. I will make this life worth living...I don't care how much it hurts...I just don't want to feel numb...because I am still alive. I have a life to live. And I want to have this life worth living. So pass me the salt please...and with that...this song suits my feelings...

No Rain
Blind Melon

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane

I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
escape......escape......escape......

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane......it's not sane.