The Saddest Night

Tonight is the saddest night of my life. I thought my September this year is way better than my September last year. But no, it's the same. And this time is even more painful because I am the one to call the shots. A lot of things have already happened. Things that I have no idea that one day can actually happen to me. That I am an actress in a dramatic movie.

He said "Buti ka pa kaya mo..." The truth is it is very painful for me. To see him lose his hope. He is on the road to being okay. But I failed him. I cannot control it anymore. I just have to give up on him. Because giving it another chance means I have done myself a grave sin. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself.

I wish him the best. I hope he will get to meet someone who can really help him because I can't do that anymore.

Maybe I have caused myself too much wound that can never really heal.

Tonight is the saddest night of my life.


kai said...

Feel better, hon.

HanAgiRL said...

hugs to you dear. hope you feel better soon :)

yen said...

ohhh im sad to read this..dont worry sis, things will get better, they always do.

fjl said...

The pain will cease, and there'll be someone much more wonderful.
Been there ;-)

Noreen said...

awwww....I things will get better soon....

shai said...

i dunno what to say. im feeling the same right now but i chose to hold on even if the pain is still there, and it will never be gone, or if it does, the scar will always stay...it will leave as a mark. for me to remember for the rest of my life. but im trying to cope up. i dunno if ill be better next september or if i will be like another Jassy, still trying to cope up...:(

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