Truth slaps me!

It hurts like hell. Somehow, the truth reaches my brain and I finally get it. I love him so much and I let him think that I have abandoned him.

How can you heal a broken heart? How can you teach to forgive?

The truth is right in front of me. But I don't want to face it. Not yet. I cannot accept it now.

I love him and he does not love me anymore.