Answering Calls

Now everyone is excited for the outing except for me. I want to join them but then things have to happen to stop me. Whatever the reason for this is, it better be good.

A few days ago, someone from my past called me again. That time my present was there. He answered the call. And the rest, well...it could have been painful. But I just told myself that if the past is worth it, the past would still be my present. But that's not the case anymore.

Yesterday, I had a fun time with my present. My heart was moved with love. The future is unclear for us but I am enjoying the time I'm spending with him.

Last night at work, I couldn't shake off that feeling of being out of place. There are already lots of new employees in our area and I feel like I don't belong there anymore. Or maybe I'm just distancing myself from them because anytime now, I will transfer to another area. And I have to move on now because they sure will move on without me. It made me think what have I done to the people in that area. Have I been good? I don't want to hope that they would somehow miss me. And so I'm putting these wall around me so it won't hurt that much.

I'm afraid. I'm unsure of what will happen. But I'm taking on the challenge.