Blunt

I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAIN
Splender
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Squished and squashed, my heart needs a little air. And so off I go where no one knows I'd be. I've always been a fool. That's what they made me feel. I have always been ugly. That's what they make me feel right now. Sometimes, when I can't find anyone or anything that I can blame because of all the painful things in my life, I stop and think. Maybe, it's my fault.

I admit that I've made mistakes in my life. That I am aware of. I know I want to do good. And I'm asking for strength to finally do the right thing. To choose what is right. God gave me a working mind to know what is right from wrong. But my heart has been a coward. Sometimes. Courage is what I'm asking for. I can still change. And if people cannot understand what and who I've become and who I want to be, then it's their choice. I've already made my decision.

I will be happy this time.

And oh, to the most handsome brother of mine, HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!!